Here’s some truth for myself:
Id like to think ive improved over the last week or so, but the truth is that ive just become a little numb to the pain.
My feelings are still as strong as ever, and it’s hard.
If i could see her, i know it would probably do no good but, in spite of that? I still long for her to be waiting for me when i get of the bus, or just to come see me one night.
I know that, unless its for us to talk and move forward together, that it would just cause more pain right now.
But i desperately wish that would happen.
I know it wont, im not deluded, but i still wish for it to happen all the same.
If it ever did happen i have 3 questions to ask her. And they’re racking my brain.
I can’t do a thing with them, so i stow them away when they crop up. But every now and then, they break free of their prison and run riot in my mind.