I have to go to work today. To hand in my doctors note.
I dont trust the postal service to deliver it before wednesday (or not to lose it).
My entire right arm is trembling. My anxiety is dialled to 9 right now.
I really dont think this is a good idea. But i have to do it.
Im panicking and so much is rushing through my mind right now.
What will people think of me?
Why are they staring?
What if i bump into (E) or her parents?!
That last one is the most nerve inducing of the three. I’m so amped up on anxiety right now that i feel so on edge.
And its really upsetting.
I dont want to cry. I want to be strong. But im so very scared of going back there.