I dont want these feelings to turn bitter. I dont. But today i got annoyed for the first time.
She told me, several times, she was going nowhere, that she loved me, that she’d always be here for me.
And now? Now she’s not.
Im sure, at the time, she meant it. But now? Now I’m left sitting here, with a broken heart and empty words.
Im not angry – im upset.
I opened myself up to her, because i trusted her. And now I’m feeling the aftermath of that decision. How am i meant to trust anyone else ever again?
If i cant even trust the one person I’ve ever truly loved?