So, my hopes for a dream free night were not met with success.
Instead i dreamt that i was chasing (E) through a warzone. People dying all around but i was slowly catching up with her. When i finally caught her up, and we embrace, i tell her i love her. And just as she goes to say it back? She’s shot.
Brutally she died in my arms.
It was totally horrific and i cried in my dream and woke up shortly after with wet cheecks.
I hate what my brain is making me dream of these days.
I thought i was doing good until i said those words. Until the brutal moment came. I felt lost in my dream, as i do in real life.